ALTER EGO

All along I thought this is right 

Our future seems shining bright 

Whenever i want 2 see some light 

I just kept holding you tight 

Honestly we can never avoid 2 fight 

Especially when some one's out of sight . . . 

We both have oodles of mistakes 

But mine you can no longer take 

Then you started to fake 

Tried not thinking of my sake 

You wanted 2 ditch me in a lake 

So deep that no one can able 2 rake . . . 

We also have a handful of woes 

They even turned us into foes 

The situation consistently grows 

No matter what direction it goes 

As hard hitting as the wind blows 

Numbness, can't even move my toes . . . 

You became turned-off of my situation 

Because of this never ending aggravation 

It led to your love's saturation 

And your feeling's evaporation 

You even let go of some notions 

Smoothly, what effortless motions 

Still I ought 2 regain what's mine 

I tried 2 walk off tha thin line 

Hoping that soon the sun would shine 

Desperate, i looked like a mime 

You're all I need 4 me 2 feel fine 

Well I guess I ran out of time . . . 

Frankly all my dreams 4 us shattered 

My heart's been bruised and battered

I don't know how 2 stop this hatred 

Who am I? I'm not even close 2 sacred 

I know I can easily be forgotten 

Because I'm only good 4 nothing . . . 

I know our relationship is over 

We can never be together 

Even if I'll still wait forever 

I wont ever be your lover 

I'll always be this sober 

Because I'm just a whining loser . . . 

This pain is so subliminal 

I felt like a criminal 

The solution is very minimal 

I'm treated like an animal 

Reality bites - that's true 

I'm feeling more than blue . . . 

Now I have 2 move on with my life 

Even without my supposed 2 be wife 

I wish you happiness 

And a little more of Godliness 

After all I'm just your alter ego 

So I really have 2 let you go . . . 

That's all that i can bargain 

Because your love I can never have again 

That's all that I can ever be 

Because we can never be!

(copyright September 2001)