DRENCHED IN DEAF EARS

Soon you're a year older
Still stuck in this boulder
They're hell-bent to hinder
My pleas returned to sender . . .

Met with the agency
Work on contingency
Hoping for leniency
The truth we shall all see . . .

Of what Ms.Lyell told me
You don't wanna see me?
You told 'em I was bad
Now how can I be glad? . . .

If you could only see
Maybe you'd understand
How could I ever be
If I won't switch my stand? . . .

Deprivation goes on
So I've got to hang on
Face with what I've been on
It's tougher to move on . . .

My life has been incomplete
Your absence caused the deplete
Where do I need to compete
To fortify my replete? . . .

Has fallen in deaf ears
Drenched in blood sweat & tears
Response was indefinite
Can't foresee what lies beneath!

                   
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BEE'S KNEES

Kindly define treasure
What's the need to measure?
Not feeling the pleasure?
Well it heeds exposure . . .

Is it the real yardstick
For all of us 2 click?
C'mon just take your pick
I've seen those kind of flick . . .

Prone to be practical
Though fairly logical
Verdict was critical
Yet it seemed cynical . . .

Bleakness was evident
I'm the only dissident
Regarding every cent
We all knew where it went . . .

The long wait never came
The reason was so lame
Was beaten in this game
That's always been the same . . .

God made the correction
For misinformation
With so much elation
His name a non-mention . . .

Things I use to jot
Still I refuse to dot
The one I love a lot
My Jash is all I've got !

                  - DADA

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THA "F" DAY

It has been a long day
Go wherever which way
Just passed my natal day
Soon it'll be tha "F" day . . .

Of potent things 2 come
Kindly come and get some
Where are u coming from?
To ease this cumbersome . . .

For tha first time in years
Relegated in sears
Some nights still shedding tears
God's working on my fears . . .

Essence of fatherhood
I was dissed in tha hood
She said can't bring tha food
That's why I was no good . . .

Their false allegations
And huge accusations
Already have my daughter
But still want me 2 suffer . . .

Sad part is I'm helpless
Right now I'm just hapless
Yet I"m far from quitting
I'm ready 4 our meeting . . .

If without my daughter
Am I not a father?
True worth of tha "F" day
They have nothing 2 say !

                   - DADA

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PECCADILLO

These are cloudy morning skies
All over they're stained with lies
Our chances are not so nice
Good thing my hope never dies . . .

Tha time frame is eternal
My state is subliminal
Crave is highly nocturnal
Tha sum is sentimental . . .

All I have are ur pictures
Drawn by the thought it measures
They can bring forth some pleasures
To relieve some huge pressures . . .

Are there still some resemblance?
I want 2 take a close glance
Darling, what would be ur stance?
Would they allow me 2 reach entrance? . . .

Still mimicking my antics?
Maybe ur so coñotics?
Your mental capacity
That is pure Paternity . . .

Don't you dare forget 'bout me
Your dad I will alwayz be
I hope you won't be like me
Cuz some things I failed 2 see . . .

Never let life pass you by
No hump is too high to try
Put all your trust with The Lord
Let Him save u from this world !

                     - DADA

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HANGING TOUGHER

I never saw it coming
Although dark days are looming
I'm no good at assuming
Tha flower is still blooming . . .

You were taken far away
They are keeping me at bay
Never given a lee-way
I was forced out of your way . . .

Questioned my ability
I lost my authority
Dissed my credibility
Please stick 2 reality . . .

When can I see you again?
When can I pass through tha rain?
I miss you so terribly
This is goin' horribly . . .

Wondrin' how are you doin?
Or where have you been goin?
I'm sorry I can not be there
My darling, just hang in there . . .

Well, I still keep your things here
Cuz I know you'll be back here
Wait 4 our day 2 arrive
Through God's help we will survive!

                           - DADA

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SNEER

Hey You make me eat now
And You make me sleep now
Hey You make me walk now
Soon You'll make me play now
Hey You make me smile now
So maybe I'm well now . . .


Hey You make me write now
Soon You'll make me talk now
Hey You make me pray now
Next You'll make me praise now
Don't make me give-up now
Cuz we're just starting now . . .


You're always at tha rear
And not minding my sneer
Don't let me shed some tear
Told me this is my year
Eradicate this fear
Please take my wheel and steer . . .


It's good 2 be alright
Calmness is in my sight
Bless me with all your might
And help me do things right!

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LEE - WAY

We value tradition
Even put conviction
Basis of religion
Yet it's just rendition . . .


We are taught 2 know Him
That we belong 2 Him
Lot of misconception
And some contradiction . . .


We were dazed and confused
To listen we refused
Still went on with our wayz
So we fell on black dayz . . .


Many questions in mind
We opt 2 nevermind
Just leave it all behind
or return it in kind . . .


Have 2 pay tha price of sin
That is if we can't win
Tha truth is here inscribed
You just have 2 subscribe . . .


To whom will I turn to?
What I'm supposed 2 do?
Tha Man of the ages
So turn on the pages!

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CUNNING WRECKER

Started as a hearsay
Never ruined my day
Mom and D joined the fray
All I can do is pray . . .

December's confusing
Your presence was missing
Opted to stay with him
You are falling for him . . .

I'm bereft of the truth
Even became the crook
More than just evasive
Constantly elusive . . .

Don't wanna talk to me
Don't wanna be with me
Aren't you missing me
Your thart that's always me? . . .

Then you just dropped the bomb
Wasn't my same aplomb
The feeling's not just wane
We are already bane . . .

Advised me to move on
Can no longer go on
Glad with what's going on
Don't want me to hang on . . .

Even if there's fortune
You won't sing the same tune
I'm now a distant past
Your love just cannot last . . .

Six years like forever
You ain't leave me never
Supposed to be my wife
With you I'll spend my life . . .

Ours was even dragged there
You even dissed me there
Just to win their favor
Ditched me you were able . . .

You mean the world to me
What have you done 2 me?
You said it's undying
Now we knew who's lying . . .

Thank God you were unmasked
My state you never asked
I wish you luck with Shrek
God's here to fix this wreck!


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BLUDGEONED

My world suddenly stopped
I was never on top
Thoughts of you always popped
How can I put a stop? . . .

Wanted to make a run
Just to reclaim the fun
If the feeling is gone
Well I am really done . . .

There on the losing end
Yet still willing 2 bend
Wont you try 2 intend
This heart of mine 2 mend . . .

Future I can't provide
Made your love 2 subside
It is that sudden slide
That left a gap so wide . . .

Tried hard 2 be hopeful
I gotta be careful
What's the use of trying?
My family's crumbling . . .

Set things right between us
Just ignore all the fuss
Before we miss the bus
Now it's more than just us . . .

That infidelity
Coupled with cruelty
Never seemed probable
Now you are capable . . .

Ever dearest sweetheart
Where did u leave my heart
Now that I'm in distress
Who could even care less . . .

What's the joy in living
How come not receiving
If the truth is deceiving
Gotta stop believing!

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RECKLESS ABANDON

Please speak to me
You I can't see
This I can't be
Now where are we . . .

Will you not lie
About goodbye
Please tell me why
You never cry . . .

So capable
You were able
Turn tha table
Just like a ball . . .

Seek and destroy
That little boy
He was your toy
Like a decoy . . .

Can't be happy
Cuz I'm sloppy
Make it snappy
Have a copy . . .

Can't turn tha tide
Your hips are wide
Let us switch side
Give me a ride . . .

Knot I can't tie
My slice of pie
If I can't vie
I'd rather die . . .

I lost tha motivation
Smokin' my inspiration
Becuz of tha rigodon
Now a reckless abandon!

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SAY IT AIN'T SO

Gotta keep my tab
And try hard to grab
It's happenin' again
I'm waiting in vain
Supposedly lost
Wish I was a ghost . . .

It's the same old shit
You enchant my wit
Never can I sit
I just wouldn't fit
Wounds I have 2 lick
Made me tired and sick . . .

Write down the ritual
Became habitual
What kind of visual
Can't you be punctual
It's now as usual
Hope it's just virtual . . .

This has taken it's toll
Definitely your call
While behind those brick wall
You never mind my fall
Maybe you're on a roll
And I don't have the ball . . .

Your weapon's devastating
I might succumb in panting
That I may not intercept
Can rival the ocean's depth
You looked me down pretty bad
Can't be an ideal dad . . .

I'll try 2 lose myself today
And let this pain just go away
I fell 4 those black holes
And I can't forget those moles
Can not take this anymore
Could u please say it ain't so!

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